;playmymusic post 009

Haven shared music for sometime so juz decided to arranged a few songs that I have been spinning on my nano these days... Ohhh.. maybe becuz it was eons ever since I last did a ;playmymusic post so this playlist is kinda long, just fyi. =)

Girls' Generation - THE BOYS (Korean Ver)

Quote from Hold 住姐 , if you are a kpop fan and you have not heard their latest single, your out! Not Fashion~ Anyway they back with vengeance after a successful debut @ JAPAN to their korean roots. They have 12 millions hits on youtube so far since the vid was loaded on 18th Oct, they also recorded a English version of the song too.

The Saturdays - My Heart Takes Over


I just like the lyrics of the song. Simply put it.

Cause if there's a chance
We might've missed
And if there's a RAY of light in this
Baby you should know that this is where my heart takes over, over..over...

And if there's a small piece left of us
Somewhere in the matters we have last
Baby look at me cause this is where my heart takes over, over..over...

Kelly Rowland - Down For Whatever

Crafting her niche in dance music I think she is heading towards the right direction with this single. Totally dance floor material.

Shy'm - "Si tu savais" (If you knew)

Released in 2008 and peaked at no 2 on the French charts, I got introduced to this great R&B number by my hip hop dance instructor on one of my Wednesday class. The song juz strikes me on the right note since I first heard it.

**Translation**

Oh, your eyes falling on me and taking me away

On your sweet face, I can make out the words and the poems.
No need to speak everything is written in our eyes
And it makes me dream, but is it just because I'm talking about us?

Do you see me as I see you?
Do you feel me as I feel you?
Most of all, let's not ruin anything

Baby if you knew how much good you do me
When we can steal some minutes every day
I know how lucky we are to see so far
And go our way together; your happiness is mine

Kelly Clarkson - "What Doesn't Kill You"


This for all Kelly Clarkson fans, I seriously think this will be either the next or 3rd single from her latest album "Stronger".

Enrique Iglesias Feat. Jennifer Lopez - Mouth 2 Mouth


I just dig this collaboration~ Its all about the real attraction and connection that I believe comes out naturally when 2 are drawn together. Do you feel it?

Till next time.. Rey and Cory says goodnite! =)



Juz wanna ;playmymusic

Juz be true to who you are

Dear Blog,

I missed you and sorry that I haven been writing to you cuz this is one those times that I'll reflect on myself and my life. I shall start pening down my thoughts again moving forward. Promise.

Today I've learned an important lesson, its not something new but juz something that I think I've forgotten along the way in life.

And thats to stay true to myself and not letting others or things to bring me down juz because I doing it for other's sake. Let's start making things right for myself from now on.

I will care for others and give them my best by accepting who they are and to be reciprorcated in that same way is the best that I can ask for.

I dedicate this to myself (A song a day keeps a emo Rey away)

I stare at my reflection in the mirror:

"Why am I doing this to myself?"

Losing my mind on a tiny error,

I nearly left the real me on the shelf.

No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,

It's okay not to be okay.

Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.

Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,

Just be true to who you are!

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Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WHOA!

Just go, and leave me alone!

Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,

With a smile, that's my home!That's my home, no...

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Juz wanna; be true to myself

I juz wanna hold you again

Only with each passing day it makes me realize even more that I'm not gonna get use to the fact that you have left us for good. Even though you always said that you have no more regrets and should reunite with grandpa. I know you did your best to put up a good but painful fight till the end. But it all happens too sudden while you were slowly recovering in ICU when we thought you gonna pull through.

During the first few days of your passing it was the toughest for me. I cried so much that I never thought I will. The pain was so immense that its beyond words to describe. However the worst was regretting not spending enough time with you during your last few months with us as I was buried by work and spend my time gallivanting with close friends instead.. This guilt ridden conscious will always haunt me.

Recalling the old times with you bringing me up just deepens the pain in me. Always playing that role when mum is busy with work. Especially those times where we cooked meals together, when you handed me my pocket money, the times we watched your Hongkong Dramas together, me woken up by your loud voice, times where we worked our butts off at our coffee stall in the hawker center or buying meals for you and those bickering sessions that we have. All these juz keep repeating itself like movie scenes in my mind.

Staying with me under the same roof for 27 year and seeing you everyday, the house without your voice or the empty room without you or even that empty sofa chair just seem so foreign to me. Your scent still lingers on the pillow you sleep on, your fave clothes, your medication and so many things reminds me of you. I really miss those times where I hold your hands every now and then, if I could wish for something I juz wanna hold them once again and tell you those things that I never did.

Nonetheless I'll be strong and your unconditional love for us will always reminds us how much you have put in and sacrifice for this family. The only relieve for us is that you no longer need to suffer the pain of dialysis that you have bared for the past 14-15 years and living to the age of 83 and with 5 loving children and 12 grandchildren that misses you deeply I'm sure you leave us without any regrets.

** If I seem distant, baby I am **
Words are like scissors, in your hands
And there's no script to follow, so I just close my eyes
That way it won't hurt so much, when we say goodbye
I feel just like an actress, up on the stage
I can't believe, what I'm hearing myself say
And a porch light is my spotlight, so I play along with this lie
That way it won't hurt so much, when we say goodbye

Did you ever love me? Does it even matter?
Did you even notice, the whole word shatter?
I just want to hold you, and tell you that I'm sorry
But I just keep it all inside
That way it won't hurt so much, when we say goodbye

My heart feels like a circus It's too much to take in
It's hard to lose a love But you were my best friend
So walk this high wire, alone tonight
That way it won't hurt so much, when we say goodbye
That way it won't hurt so much, when we say goodbye

That last look you had was so benevolent and peaceful hence I really hope and believe that right now you are at a place that you belong to and knowing you, you'll always be watching over us and be our guardian angel. Love you and will always miss you..

From your beloved grandson